3am.. Clock ticking..
Went out, had fun, came home, went to bed.
And yet., here I am… Awake. Pondering. You are still there, in my mind, haunting me.
Three months have passed since the desicion to leave was made. God knows how many times I’ve gone back and forth in the past. Not this time. This time I actually left.
Do I regret the desicion I made? No. I know now that I tried my best to make it work. Over and over. I know now that this was inevitable.
So why on earth am I lying here awake in my bed at 3 am unable to go to sleep? Why do you still haunt me?
Get out of my head. Leave me alone.
I will get over you. I am over you.